Well its a Thursday, and I had to call in sick from work so I could go "direct" A Love Of Three Oranges..
Afterwards, B pretty much told me that my act sucked and that Danas and James' were great.
That was my confidence boost for the day i guess.
Other than that today sucked
I got woken up by my sister at 3 and i couldnt go back to sleep
My dad yelled at me for my grades
I continue to slack in english
I continue to say and do stupid things
thats probably why people hate me
Then all of the stupid play shit
then i was being swooned over by a weird S&D chick
whatever..Tonight was just super weird.
On an unrelated note ive been thinking about suicide...alot. Not neccesarily commiting suicide. just thinking about it. I really have no idea why ive been so unhappy. And i know its no person that i know inparticular whos making me unhappy. Its just me. I really do wonder what its like to die. So im gonna welcome it when it comes....i think. For the longest time i always thought that suicide was a cowards way out.
Well..maybe..in a sense...cowardice...in its own way...could be brave
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